End of the Year 1 - College RecapI never was a people person.... and guess what? In college I met way too many people. More people than I could handle.... I love them all but... I don't think I have ever experienced so much.... "stuff" in my life.
I use to say to myself.... I can live my life well and meaningful with just 2 or 3 good friends. But then I met these people and I almost felt "normal". Sadly, "almost" is the keyword. See, for some reason.... I was never fully myself when I was with these people. I would be extremely quiet to the point that I bet some people were awkward around me. It was probably because I was not use to the fact that there were so many people around.... all the time. I can deal with 2 or 3.... not 5-9! Or maybe it was because I just never felt like I fit in... Regardless... I almost broke out of this shell.... this rock that I have always hid behind. Sadly... it never really happened. There are people that get to see the real me. Loud, spontaneous, daring and just plain stupid. Then there are people that will see a quiet, doesn't talk too much, doesn't have an opinion on things, always the listener, but never the speaker, feels better just being by herself type person.
Alas, I have never been this split and torn up. There was some drama in the group and instead of just heading over and seeing them all at the same time and virtually the same place, I have to balance my time with people and try and meet up with 2-3 different groups of people during at various times and places. I thought I was done with that... This was something I did in High School because I felt like I never belong... There were people by the brick walls in the Main Quad. People near the band room, drama room. There were the art rooms.... academic classes, various clubs.... and no matter where I went, I never felt like I belong. I did so many things, met so many people so I could find a place where I fit, and feel normal. I thought I found an amazing group of people, that I could call my friends, but now I'm just running around, hanging with them, kinda there, but not really. I love them, but sometimes.... I feel lost.
But overall, I am thankful for the people I have met... despite how miserable I have felt throughout the entire semester.
La hum, but do I have any regrets? I'm sure I have a few. Losing a friend that was really cool ((it's my fault that this happened - but what can I do? Just randomly talk to them again? Nah... that feeling is like... weird and they should wanna kill me status.)), unable to keep up with my arts ((Yeah I did lil cute drawings here and there that I never uploaded, but nothing serious)). Two things that made me happy and I lost them.
Maybe Year 2 will be better...
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DO THIS ITS SOO FREAKY
here just do it
most people aren't sure of what they really want in life. I received
this letter from a friend on the computer, did what it told me to, and
within a week, everything I had wished came true!! Here's an exact copy,
this
really
works!!!!
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1. To yourself, say the name of the only guy or girl you wanna be with
3 times!
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2. Think of something you wanna accomplish within the next week and say
it to your self 6 times!!
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3. If you had 1 wish what would it be? say it to yourself 9 times!!!
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4. Think of something that you want to happen between you and that
1special person and say it to your self 12 times!!!
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5. Now, heres the hard part! Pick only 1 of these wishes and as you
scroll down focus and concentrate on it and think on nothing else but that
wish.
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Now make one last & final wish about that one wish that you picked.
After reading this, you have 1 hour to send it out to 15 people, and
what you wished for will come true within in one week!
u only get one chance!!!!! Now scroll down and think of your
crush!!!
Keep going
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Did you think of your crush? I hope so, that was your last chance. Now
pay very close attention this important message!
Sorry but once read, must be sent. Yes, this is one of those kinda
chain letters that everyone hates. This one has been going since 1864 and
if you break this chain, you will pay!!!!!! Remember that after hearing
these stories.
First Example:
Take Barbra Wallace.. She was a pretty lucky girl, up till she got this
same chain letter. She had a crush on the same kid since kindergarden.
when she got this mail she didn't pay any attention to it. She just
thought, no big deal. And deleted it. The next day her dad got fired and
her mom dies in a car crash. If she would have sent the letter none of
that would have happened and her mom would be alive.
Second Example:
Try Freddie D. Now Freddie D. was your average nerd. Had glasses, was
short and chubby, was in gifted. All the signs of
your total dork. He also received this letter and sent it to 51
people in the hour. Now, like Barbra, he had a crush on a girl since
3rd grade. The next day after sending the chain the girl confessed her
love for him ever since 3rd grade. Freddie D. finally had the courage to
ask her out, and of course, she had been waiting to yes to that for
years. They grew up and
married each other to live happily forever.
Third Example:
Now if you couldn't relate to the others, this'll get ya hooked. Listen
to this. A kid named Jordan Johnson was just getting on AOL to check
his mail. He was a quiet kid, not that popular but not a geek either. he
was just normal. He saw he had mail from his friend. It was this exact
letter. Now Jordan Johnsen was a smart kid and he knew what could
happen if he didnt pass it on. He simply pulled a few friends from his buddy
list and sent it along. The next day, about that same time, he got a
phone call. It said he had won the lottery!
then his dad came home and bought him a new bike! His mom bought him
Nintendo64 and play station! His grandmother sent him a new computer, and
his best friend
gave him tickets to the concert he wanted to go to, Kid Rock and Limp
Bizkit! Then he inherited a brand-new tv from his aunt! He was goin'
wild! the next day his secret crush asked him out, and they have been
going out ever since.
Now, you heard the stories. I know which person i'd rather
be, but thats up to you. I wouldn't wanna end up like Barbra but thats
only me. We all want what we cant have but now's ur chance to go out
withthat special somebody ur waiting for. Take it or leave it. If you
send this to-
1 person- you will lose all luck in ur love life..... forever!!!!!
10 people- your crush will say they like you as a friend......
ONLY!!!!!
15 people- your crush will say they like you
20 people- your crush will ask you out!
25 people- your crush will kiss you!!
30 people - Your crush will have sex with you
35 people or more- All of the above!!
Don't blow it, it's ur chance to shine! Have everything u wanted, and
more! Now, complaining cus u dont have any
friends. Well theres an answer 4 everything. It's simple, just go in a
chat room, pick some names and send away! but here's the catch..... you
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"Each of our lives and accomplishments lead a story and we have the chance to publish them"
- Richard Cardenas
Clubs I'm in:
=dragongirls-club ~TheDragonLeague2510 *xxFANTASY-CLUBxx *DearS-fanclub
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The bagpipe was originally made from the whole skin of a dead sheep. But mariachi singers have never been made of dead Mexicans.
ADIOS, MEXICANS!
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The bagpipe was originally made from the whole skin of a dead sheep. But mariachi singers have never been made of dead Mexicans.
ADIOS, MEXICANS!
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The bagpipe was originally made from the whole skin of a dead sheep. But mariachi singers have never been made of dead Mexicans.
ADIOS, MEXICANS!
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